So since i have come back from Burning Man life has been swell, the universe has been shining my way and creating loveliness all around. except for my love life, i left for burning totally smitten with a boy and him i (so i thought) I came back and it was weird and its like hes lost interest and yet anytime i ask him (i don’t want to be pulled on a line for something that’ll never happen nor do i want to do the same to him) he says no and that he’s sorry for making me feel like that… and so the other night i said i’m really struggling with the idea of “us” and he just keeps saying next week next week it’ll be better we’ll see one another and blah blah blah NEXT WEEK NEVER COMES! but i keep putting up with this cause in my mind he is the best i’m going to get….or even the only thing i’m going to get….so i believe him and i keep waiting for next week to come…but never does it. i get it hes a single dad and it’s hard. i get it… but sometimes you need to think about what you want in life and go after it… and not push it aside cause youre a single dad… why can’t he just say he’s not interested/willing to put in the work….and why can’t i just tell him to stop stringing me along… i die.